Summer without Gus.....

All I have to say today is that I miss my Gus and so does Carma. I finally got around to getting catnip plants for the balcony last weekend. It was the only thing I had the energy to do the entire weekend and it was just another reminder that he isn't here. Even Carma doesn't seem to be enjoying the plants as much as she usually does - instead, she has taken to going into the hall closet and under the chairs on the balcony - both of which were Gus's places. It causes me great concern regarding how she is doing with the loss of her brother - who she was with for 16 years.

I miss seeing them both wedged into pots of catnip as they blissfully would fall asleep in the sun.

Gus in Catnip Planter

Gus in Catnip Planter

Carma in Catnip Planter

Carma in Catnip Planter

June 21, 2014 - My beautiful Gus left this world

I've been too devastated to write about the loss of my love. We had stuck together through thick and thin - breakups, job losses, moves to new states, and many illnesses, but cancer was our match. When our eyes locked at the shelter in Portland 10 y…

I've been too devastated to write about the loss of my love. We had stuck together through thick and thin - breakups, job losses, moves to new states, and many illnesses, but cancer was our match.

When our eyes locked at the shelter in Portland 10 years ago, I could have never imagined the love that would grow inside my heart for this brilliant creature.

Each night I wait for sleep to come so I can visit Gus in my dreams.